its been forever snice i have posted go to www.tabulas.com/~Squee www.livejouranl.com/users/_skwe_
MY SISTER SARAH AND HER BF NATHEN ARE GETTING MARRIED I GET TO BE A BRIDES MAID!!!! -DIES-
I just about died after they told me. Sarah and Nathen walk in. Come down here see me on the computer. "We got some good news and bad news"-Sarah and Nathen "The bad news is your going have to dye your hair back to a normal color"-Nathen "The good news is you get to be a brides maid"-Sarah "WHAT!?!?!?!?!?! -freaks out-"-Me -Sarah shows me her hand.- "Look at it"-Sarah -I smile- "OMG!!!!"-Me "And the first thing she does is type it on the net"-Nathen "Damn Stright"-Me So yea my sister is getting married. Nathen is kick ass. I am so happeh. Just last week I said I wanted them to get married. -Sigh.- I'm so happeh for em. Now I am gonna be realted to Crimson Orchid. Nathen is going to be my brother-in-law. I'm going now kinda mad. -Growls- Not cause of any of this tho. Byes...
OMG WTF sweetguy_sityro86 (07:27:57 PM): Moo psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:28:04 PM): EKKKKKKKKKKk psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:28:06 PM): hi sweetguy_sityro86 (04:28:35 PM): Hi psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:29:01 PM): whats up sweetguy_sityro86 (04:30:27 PM): Nada, just chillin... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:30:20 PM): coooooo sweetguy_sityro86 (04:31:28 PM): Yeah I guess... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:31:52 PM): whats wrong? sweetguy_sityro86 (04:32:24 PM): Nada, I just feel odd... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:32:15 PM): um okie = sweetguy_sityro86 (04:32:58 PM): Doowd... Yesterday was the koowlest psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:32:46 PM): why sweetguy_sityro86 (04:34:14 PM): Cause, I gotsta see Emily, and we made these tag things, and we cuddled, and we played soccer, and we cuddled, and we talked, and we walked, and we ate food, and I gots my bday presents psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:34:36 PM): yey sweetguy_sityro86 (04:36:43 PM): psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:37:18 PM): i'm glad your happeh sweetguy_sityro86 (04:42:59 PM): Me dos... sweetguy_sityro86 (04:43:02 PM): Sumthin wrong? psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:43:21 PM): naw juss shit psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:43:22 PM): heh psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:43:29 PM): oh mes gots a bf in md psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:43:53 PM): and i have a 22 year old hitting on meh -hides- sweetguy_sityro86 (04:44:20 PM): You dumped mike? psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:44:06 PM): no psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:44:08 PM): we broke up psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:44:13 PM): 1 day before our 1 month an.... sweetguy_sityro86 (04:44:45 PM): Oh... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:44:32 PM): which would of been yesterday so saturday we broke up he dumped meh kinda.... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:44:34 PM): its on my tabu sweetguy_sityro86 (04:45:25 PM): I haven't read tabu in awhile... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:46:06 PM): heh well want meh to show ya the part psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:46:12 PM): of the convo that we broke up? sweetguy_sityro86 (04:47:54 PM): Nah... I'll read the whole thing... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:48:53 PM): um okie read well you know his s/n hes like um the very first post i did on march 21st hes at the bottem sweetguy_sityro86 (04:50:36 PM): Hmmm... Me no likey him... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:50:41 PM): mike? erm... sweetguy_sityro86 (04:51:37 PM): Si... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:53:04 PM): lol no one likes him sweetguy_sityro86 (04:54:26 PM): Fuckin prick said that nobody loves you like he and some other doowd does... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:55:38 PM): O.O -looks around- yea that other doowd is BUGGING THE FUCK OUT OF MEH! sweetguy_sityro86 (04:56:41 PM): me dos... and he's not even talkin to me... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (07:56:40 PM): lol sweetguy_sityro86 (04:58:45 PM): The doowds a dumbass... Tryin to make you feel sorry for him... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:03:15 PM): yep psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:03:23 PM): mdh 0523: Can i have Squee back alive... I want squee to come back Alive i cant be with her in the future if she dead mdh 0523: Squee needs to come back Me Mike Misses her Alot mdh 0523: Wish Squee would talk... MAYBE SHE ACTUALLY DEAD mdh 0523: -runs to squee's house- mdh 0523: Squee u alright?? mdh 0523: COME BACK.... mdh 0523: U need to come BACK i want to talk to u im bored as hell mdh 0523: SQUEE... mdh 0523: im being ignored sweetguy_sityro86 (05:04:38 PM): is this on aim? psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:04:47 PM): yep psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:04:51 PM): i juss blocked him sweetguy_sityro86 (05:08:46 PM): koowl koowl. sweetguy_sityro86 (05:09:53 PM): Think I should talk to him? sweetguy_sityro86 (05:10:13 PM): -grins evilly- psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:10:52 PM): idk do it if you wish...i dotn care psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:10:56 PM): but dont ruin anyhtign sweetguy_sityro86 (05:11:27 PM): You blocked him... Whut am I gonna ruin? psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:12:13 PM): idk heh juss show meh the convo sweetguy_sityro86 (05:12:42 PM): Keedo... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:14:52 PM): tehkindred1: Hmmm... Someone stuck on himself enough to say that he and one other person are the only people who ken love Squee alot... Then you go on to say that you will only love her so that she would feel bad and go out with you... Do you have NE idea how low that is? Trying to make someone love you isn't gonna happen, never will happen... And I do NOT appreciate some punk stressing one of my bestfriends out, just because you want to go out with her... She says she doesn't love you like that, so GET OVER IT!!!... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:14:58 PM): I wonder if he's gonna reply... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:15:21 PM): (O.O) sweetguy_sityro86 (05:15:55 PM): ... He's replying... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:16:53 PM): mdh 0523: Wtf mdh 0523: who r u? mdh 0523: I am not making her like me mdh 0523: answer me... mdh 0523: Squee and I are just fuckin friends psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:16:50 PM): sweetguy_sityro86 (05:18:49 PM): tehkindred1: I know you are just fuckin friends... That's the way she wants it, but you want more and are stressing her out... mdh 0523: All i said was i liked her i didnt say anything else... mdh 0523: U obviously dont know the whole sotry mdh 0523: story* tehkindred1: The whole story is on Squee's tabu dumbass... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:19:10 PM): O.O sweetguy_sityro86 (05:20:45 PM): mdh 0523: What gives u the fukin right to call me dumbass fuck head i dont even know u tehkindred1: And I don't want you to know me... mdh 0523: U a guy or girl tehkindred1: Doesn't matter... mdh 0523: the whole story isnt on her tabu tehkindred1: Right... Well saying that you love her, and will only love her is really dumb, because if you don't love NEone else you're a stupid idiot... She don't like you, stay off her back... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:23:33 PM): O.O sweetguy_sityro86 (05:24:42 PM): mdh 0523: Who the FUCK ARE YOU it does matter if u want to fukin talk to me... mdh 0523: and i have my fuckin reasons why i only like her tehkindred1: And those reasons are? mdh 0523: It wouldnt matter for u if u so want to know ask squee she knows them all she even copied them tehkindred1: I want to hear them from you... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:24:58 PM): mdh 0523: theres fuckin 11 of them i ahd them on my pro tehkindred1: So... mdh 0523: and also if i was to want to go out with anyone else id be lieing to myself say that i loved her mdh 0523: and i dont fuckin lie mdh 0523: Fuckin most honest person alive tehkindred1: You don't lie when you say you only wanted Squee as a friend... That's a lie... tehkindred1: And you just lied again saying you don't lie right after you lied. mdh 0523: i said we are only friends and theres a reason that i cant tell u why tehkindred1: Because she doesn't love you? mdh 0523: NO mdh 0523: she doesnt need to love me she likes me as a friend tehkindred1: Oh... So there is more than one reason... You justl ied again. sweetguy_sityro86 (05:25:13 PM): mdh 0523: She cant like me because of a reason she told me i cant tell anyone sweetguy_sityro86 (05:26:27 PM): blocked him... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:28:59 PM): i dont wanna like him i cant hes not my type.. psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:29:08 PM): aand he sstarting to stress psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:29:10 PM): meh way to much sweetguy_sityro86 (05:29:35 PM): whut reason did you tell him? psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:29:16 PM): i lsot 2 firends with him and the othe rmike psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:29:27 PM): i could never like him and or date him... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:29:52 PM): That he kent tell NEone? sweetguy_sityro86 (05:30:55 PM): Who is SimonSaysBlock? psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:31:05 PM): its him psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:31:20 PM): and he has a s/n luvssquee or soemthing like that sweetguy_sityro86 (05:32:14 PM): I thought so... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:32:36 PM): Neways... whut reason did you give him? psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:32:28 PM): every one cept hes not my type psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:32:33 PM): erm tell him this sweetguy_sityro86 (05:33:02 PM): I blocked him... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:33:08 PM): He wouldn't believe me if I told him NEways. psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:32:50 PM): erm br then psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:35:12 PM): mike your not my type i can never date you i never will i'm sorry to say this but its the turth your giveing meh WAY to much stress i am becomeing really depressed and shit i juss cant deal with it any more i juss cant i'm sorry but bye psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:35:49 PM): sorry i juss neede psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:35:52 PM): to paste it here sweetguy_sityro86 (05:37:43 PM): is koowl psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:38:20 PM): grrr psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:38:22 PM): he snot online sweetguy_sityro86 (05:39:00 PM): that sucks... psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:39:07 PM): yea psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:40:09 PM): he imed meh psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:40:15 PM): i told him and blocked him psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:40:20 PM): -looks around- psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:40:24 PM): he aske dwho you where sweetguy_sityro86 (05:40:48 PM): P5SCh0K1D88: You are not a Friend of Squees. Learn the WHOLE MOTHER FUCKING STORY. Squee was stressed out because Mike (TX) split for awhile. I told her I love her still dont think no one loves you i told her. and she said she cant love me because she doesnt like me like that. Once i found out the truth of Mike from TX she appologized to me Her and I are Big Brother Lil Sister i WOULD NEVER force her to love me i wanted her to like me because i liked her alot and i felt like i wasnt getting anything in return. today her and I talked. i helped her try and laugh and play around but i said i wouldnt be so effectionate on her anymore because of the reason i cant tell you. If squee was ever in a bad sistuation Id be the first person she'd go to because she knows atleast i Care for her like she psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:46:17 PM): ... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:48:59 PM): mdh 0523: okay mdh 0523: Man... whomever u r Ive done something wrong... i must talk to squee mdh 0523: i wont hurt her tehkindred1: Yes you have... And I'm not gonna tell her to talk to someone she doesn't want too talk too. mdh 0523: o mdh 0523: what have i done to refreshing me up tehkindred1: Everything I'm pissed at you for... mdh 0523: I wont love her anymore i want to be ehr friend mdh 0523: i need her as a friend... thats all tehkindred1: Hmmm.. Another lie. mdh 0523: she needs to here sumthing i have to say sweetguy_sityro86 (05:49:31 PM): tehkindred1: you already said you kent stop loving her... mdh 0523: yes i know... but its a sacrifice for frienship tehkindred1: An IMPOSSIBLE sacrifice... tehkindred1: Right? mdh 0523: its possible tehkindred1: Or did I read whut you said wrong? mdh 0523: Im sacrificing my love for her for friendship with her tehkindred1: Oh, but if it's real love you kent just sacrifice it... mdh 0523: omg... im not feeling good please man i beg... mdh 0523: must talk to her i got ideas in my head mdh 0523: to do things i never done before mdh 0523: or ever thought of before tehkindred1: Like? mdh 0523: Ideas of death... Im not that kind of person but i need her to be there... we both need eachother sweetguy_sityro86 (05:49:47 PM): tehkindred1: I don't need someone stressing her out with talking about suicide if she doesn't talk to them... that's lower then trying to force her into liking you... mdh 0523: Im not gonna say anything about a suicide to her mdh 0523: Omg... mdh 0523: I know what i did might of been wrong... mdh 0523: it has been wrong to do anything... mdh 0523: i got a few questions to ask mdh 0523: Please i need her as a friend... mdh 0523: i got fuckin tears FUCKIN CRYING a fuckin guy crying because of feelings being lsot sweetguy_sityro86 (05:49:57 PM): mdh 0523: I wont cause her stress... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:50:11 PM): mdh 0523: these questions i must ask her and only her psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:50:38 PM): ... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:51:34 PM): tehkindred1: I copied and pasted whut you said, if she decides to talk to you she will... mdh 0523: i see... mdh 0523: thank you for helping... mdh 0523: im sorry for what i have done your a true friend of hers tehkindred1: -isnt helping- tehkindred1: You already said I wasn't a friend of hers... tehkindred1: Make up your mind. mdh 0523: i know i got to minds... im sorry mdh 0523: two* sweetguy_sityro86 (05:51:56 PM): -shrugs- it's your decision if you wanna talk to him... Doy ou want me to stop copying and pasting and tell him no? sweetguy_sityro86 (05:54:42 PM): Squee hunnie, are you alright? psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (08:55:36 PM): squees crying like crazy sweetguy_sityro86 (05:56:35 PM): I'm sorry -huggles- I don't know whut to tell him... sweetguy_sityro86 (05:56:57 PM): Do you want me to just stop talking to him? And tell him to stop? sweetguy_sityro86 (05:59:11 PM): He's complimenting me on my ability to tear his words apart and beat him with them... sweetguy_sityro86 (06:00:42 PM): mdh 0523: is there anything u want me to do... you can tell me to do anything to help relieve squee of her stress from me... please your the only one whom knows tehkindred1: Leave her alone? Wait untill she's ready to talk to you, when she is, she'll unblock you and talk to you... Don't try to talk to her... And when she does talk to you, don't ask her your questions, be her friend, nothing more, nothing less... Don't ask about NEthing between the two of you... It'll just make this happen again. psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (09:02:19 PM): ty simion sweetguy_sityro86 (06:03:21 PM): tehkindred1: And if she doesn't talk to you again, you will have to get over it... And I know you will. mdh 0523: good advice... but the questions i ahve must be answered tehkindred1: The questions you must forget or I won't talk to her for you. mdh 0523: i see tehkindred1: You make that promise to me, and I'll talk to her. mdh 0523: I Promise tehkindred1: Whut do you promise... mdh 0523: I promise to only be a friend and never mention anything between us two and not ask her the questions sweetguy_sityro86 (06:05:16 PM): I didn't promise that I would tlak to you for him... sweetguy_sityro86 (06:05:18 PM): -shrugs- psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (09:05:07 PM): brb sweetguy_sityro86 (06:05:39 PM): keedo. sweetguy_sityro86 (06:07:13 PM): I'm sorry you're stressing out, I wish I could do more for you -huggles ya, and kissiz your forhead- psycho_bitch_kitty_666 (09:07:51 PM): its ok your helping aloot i love you cimmion i really do ty for being my bets friend sweetguy_sityro86 (06:08:34 PM): I love you too
Thats mikes and cimmions convo he was copying and pasteing everything to meh heh i lvoe ya cimmion
good theres aloot more of what meh and mike talked aboot omg hes getting on my neaver smike if you read this do what cimmion said ok? ermm
anywyas today was good till i got hom um i have a bf now his name is mike(sadly yesh another mike!) he live sin md um um umu his pics is in ym galley somewhere um yep aaaaa math class fucked around wiht dan like always sci i slept? didn't mean too DAMN PEOPLE! um 3rd fucked aorund(we were on the computes again) UM 4TH ART YEA MEH AND JOHN FUCKED AORUND AGAIN IT WAS GRETA UM WHEN I GOT HIM JUSS SHIT STARTED OT HAPPEN I'M REALLY STRESSED OUT DEPRESSED PISSED OFF AND OMFG JUSS gah!!!!!!!!!! UM UM sorry for the caps um yea my dad juss got worse tlaked to a few people form VF talking to cimmion he helps and my friend carlee shes the best!! um yea i juss cant stand shit any more......GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH um tomorrow after shcool i am going to blinks house and dyeing my hair blue so look out for new pics heheh and um yea i have aloot of new frinds now lost mike and luren now i feel like shit wow go squee heh -ends post-
Posted at 09:41 pm by Squee Scar Me
-growls- -cries- idk its like 5 in the moring? well 6 almost(really) idk but ugh idk i miss mike i'm like reallly fucking down i really loved mike too SEE MEH BEING SCARED OF LSOEING HIM AND LOOK I FUCKING LOSE HIM 1 DAY BEFORE OUR 1 MONTH AN OH LUCKY ROSE! god dman it i really love him too not like hes ever gonna see that not like hes ever gonna see the pain i'm in i'm juss happeh i haven't cut my self yet...erm i juss cant dealw ith all this shit first i lose mike the one perosn i lvoe more then anythign and will in till soemthign happens....and this my friend mike telling meh he loves meh and shit and he hates miek and mike hate shim gah fuckign guys ho w i hate them but love them soo! i only love mike more then a friend hes the only one i want!! GOD I MISS MIKE! right now the other mike can fuck off!!! hes getting on my nervse i wish he would stop loving meh and levae meh the fuck alone for a few days and under stand why i cant love him...god guys......erm hahah watch every entry is gonna be aboot my ex mike -sigh- so lame!!! god i juss hope he loves meh still and means every thing he said i juss idk i miss him aloot......now we like dont talk any more i guess? heh oh well he can do what ever i juss miss him....gah will some one please kill meh!! i hate this pain! i really love him -starts to cry- my god i mena look at meh now i have been cryign my self to sleep for the past iudk 1 or 2(no one knewn) and idk its driveing meh insane i juss dont want to lose him!!!!!! GOD MOTHER FUCKING DAMN IT SOME JUSS FUCKING KILL MEH RIGHT NOW!!!!
I have school gah -goes and gets ready while crying- I FUCKING MISS MIKE!!!!!!!! -Ends Post-
Posted at 06:02 am by Squee 1 Scars
March 21st, 2004GODDAMN IT mdh 0523: Why cant i love you? XxSqueexNnyxX: you can its juss mike i dont liek you like that.... XxSqueexNnyxX: i dont think i ever can again... XxSqueexNnyxX: i like you as a big brother mdh 0523: Why cant you? mdh 0523: But i like u more than a lil sister mdh 0523: I cant see why u cant like me anymore than that... You want to be loved... Mike and I are probablly the only 2 showing the most love to you.. And i feel like i want my way but i still think you would be happier with me its just you wont let yourself know that XxSqueexNnyxX: idk i juss cant mike i really love mike i love him more then i ever loved daniel and you know that thats ALOT of love and yeea mdh 0523: i see mdh 0523: What does mike have that u see and that you overlook on me? XxSqueexNnyxX: alot of things mdh 0523: You know i dont even know why i keep trying... maybe its because if Mike was to change and not love you anymore ud atleast go to me but now i know you cant even love me... mdh 0523: I know you cant do it... But if you loved me you'll see for yourself... see that you can be loved more than Mike is showing you... XxSqueexNnyxX: all the love mike is shwoing meh is juss fine... XxSqueexNnyxX: GOD DAMN IT! XxSqueexNnyxX: today would of been our 1 month an mdh 0523: I shouldnt try anymore should I...
Auto response from mdh 0523: Rubber Ducky Your The One -Squeeky- -Squeeky- You Make Bath Time Lots Of Fun....-Sings-
If you Couldn't Tell I'm In the Shower/Bath So Juss Leave Meh <3 I Should Be Back In Like Idk 30min-1hr (I Take A Long Time Lol)><3 Some -Squee-> mdh 0523: But if mike was to hurt you or find another girl... You wont have anyone to care... i dont think i could... My heart has been split more than twice... I cant love anyone else now because id be lieing to myself that i loved you... I knwo you cant love me... Youve known me for along time and i still havent even felt loved... Im sorry for even trying to make you happy but... Im not gonna be happy ever again this is a event that scars me I just thought of a life together like the one you see with Mike but... what if sumthign happens you wont ever see or know me anymore because ill be long gone remembering you will haunt me... I know this isnt even hurting u at all but it is me... this is hurting me now because i am told you cant love me... I no longer can say i love you for if i did i lied to myself saying that i did... If i could change the past id would of told you sooner my feelings for you maybe then wed be together and would would never have regret of going out with Mike... Mike is a good man i got nothing against him... and i wish to be with you and not him... I can say im gonna stop loving you because id lie to myself again because i can never stop loving u... If only you would understand and see Why i love you and not be confused why... only if you could love me we'd be happy but now that you know mike you'll might be happy but i never will be ever again... i refuse to love anyone else... because you can only Love 1 person in life the person you wish to be with... I would do anything to go out with you i would go down to Maryland and see you for myself... then we can Hug and Cuddle jjust like you want to have it in a relationship... But once im gone im gone and if Mike isnt there to do it no one can... but if you would show love to me i would.... mdh 0523: Did u read those messages i sent? XxSqueexNnyxX: yea mdh 0523: any reply? XxSqueexNnyxX: no no replay yet mdh 0523: i see mdh 0523: any feelings toawrds it mdh 0523: I feel Like an ass making you like me... Please i want you to tell me everything i know you have questions... and i want a reply to what i said earlier...
Auto response from mdh 0523: I am away from my computer right now.
mdh 0523: This is Coming from the deepest of my heart... I Love You and Loving you is the only thing i can do because i care alot about you... deep feelings for you... I dont know Why i cant accpet that you love Mike and only love him... but I really love you and i wish i could be the only one to love you and youd love me back... Being you "big bro" isnt good enough I want to go to Maryland i would go down there right now nothing is stopping me even tho you dont love me you are the most important to me... I want to cuddle and be hugged... but i think i rather cuddle and hug you only because you have a big effect on me because i love you so much... I will not stop loving you... for me to stop is IMPOSSIBLE... mdh 0523: Im prob making you mad... mdh 0523: are u there? XxSqueexNnyxX: yea i am mdh 0523: oh ok mdh 0523: anything to say?? XxSqueexNnyxX: no mdh 0523: I wish i could go out with you... mdh 0523: I only want to go out with you... mdh 0523: I wish Mike was on i wanna talk to him... mdh 0523: You havent really talked to me much since ive been tell you this stuff... mdh 0523: Can u say sumthing to me... mdh 0523: i guee not mdh 0523: Please Say Something to Me... Or Maybe your Just Not There and If U Are Please Talk for more than u have been mdh 0523: Mike... Does Mike think im an ass? mdh 0523: MIKE!? mdh 0523: Stop ignoring me I got a question XxSqueexNnyxX: WHAT!? mdh 0523: Does Mike think im an ass... XxSqueexNnyxX: read my tabu mdh 0523: I DID mdh 0523: thats where i seen it mdh 0523: What fuckin problem does he have with me... mdh 0523: If he has a problem with me he can go fuck himself... XxSqueexNnyxX: ... XxSqueexNnyxX: bye
thats btw meh and the OTHER mike the one that loves meh not my ex mike... -growls- THIS SHIT PISSES MEH OFF!!!
Zimbabwe623 (10:02:55 PM): i'm gonna break! Zimbabwe623 (10:02:55 PM): i'm gonna break! XxSqueexNnyxX (10:03:00 PM): ? Zimbabwe623 (10:03:19 PM): if i break, i go suicidle XxSqueexNnyxX (10:04:47 PM): NOOOOOOO Zimbabwe623 (10:06:26 PM): YES XxSqueexNnyxX (10:06:39 PM): NO Zimbabwe623 (10:07:17 PM): YES Zimbabwe623 (10:11:13 PM): suicide is the ultimate vacation XxSqueexNnyxX (10:11:34 PM): NO GAH XxSqueexNnyxX (10:11:37 PM): shit i have to go XxSqueexNnyxX (10:11:40 PM): please dont think aboot it XxSqueexNnyxX (10:11:41 PM): please Zimbabwe623 (10:12:05 PM): i always think about it Zimbabwe623 (10:12:57 PM): i might take action too Zimbabwe623 (10:13:00 PM): if i break Zimbabwe623 (10:17:09 PM): *whispers* sweet dreams Squee. Be happy.
------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----- Auto response from Zimbabwe623 (10:17:10 PM): Hey Zimbabwe623, Squee's In Bed Sweepin. Yep. Squee's Sweepin. Nothing Better To Do At 10:17:10 PM. Haha Well Juss Leave Meh some <3. Squee Shall Be Up Aroond 5-5:30. Well Buh Byes Sweet Nightmares.><3 Some >-Squee- I Hope Mike Sees Hes Hurting Meh I hope He Sees how Much I Love Him I Juss Hope He Wont Hurt Meh Any More I Juss Hope He Loves Meh I Juss Hope.......... ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- -----
Zimbabwe623 signed off at 1:42:41 AM. ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----- Session concluded at 5:08:30 AM ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----- Zimbabwe623 (5:05:31 PM): hey XxSqueexNnyxX (5:07:23 PM): hi Zimbabwe623 (5:07:36 PM): sup? XxSqueexNnyxX (5:07:40 PM): nm you Zimbabwe623 (5:08:29 PM): ame Zimbabwe623 (5:08:33 PM): same* XxSqueexNnyxX (5:09:35 PM): col XxSqueexNnyxX (5:09:37 PM): cool* Zimbabwe623 (5:09:45 PM): yea Zimbabwe623 (5:10:32 PM): i guess Zimbabwe623 (5:11:51 PM): i broke today XxSqueexNnyxX (5:12:04 PM): :-( XxSqueexNnyxX (5:12:05 PM): shit brb ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----- Session concluded at 5:12:09 PM ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----- Zimbabwe623 (5:33:24 PM): wb XxSqueexNnyxX (5:33:28 PM): Ty Zimbabwe623 (5:33:37 PM): yw Zimbabwe623 (5:36:27 PM): i'm broken XxSqueexNnyxX (5:37:04 PM): =) XxSqueexNnyxX (5:37:07 PM): =(* Zimbabwe623 (5:40:02 PM): i'm hurting myself XxSqueexNnyxX (5:40:12 PM): DONT Zimbabwe623 (5:52:36 PM): pain Zimbabwe623 (5:58:48 PM): it hurts Zimbabwe623 (5:58:54 PM): so much.... Zimbabwe623 (6:02:21 PM): yet it brings me relief that i am bleeding to death... XxSqueexNnyxX (6:03:35 PM): ....... Zimbabwe623 (6:04:15 PM): i can't wait to die Zimbabwe623 (6:04:43 PM): i will cut my throat before i black out Zimbabwe623 (6:12:33 PM): i broke Zimbabwe623 (6:12:37 PM): weeeeeeeeeee Zimbabwe623 (6:12:40 PM): weeeeeeeeeeee Zimbabwe623 (6:12:42 PM): weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Zimbabwe623 (6:12:51 PM): i need help Zimbabwe623 (6:12:59 PM): but i don't want it Zimbabwe623 (6:13:04 PM): i want to die Zimbabwe623 (6:13:18 PM): dying is what i want ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----- Session concluded at 6:15:32 PM ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----- Zimbabwe623 (6:27:47 PM): i'm gonna take pics of my throat after i cut it Zimbabwe623 (6:27:51 PM): so every one can see it XxSqueexNnyxX (6:28:13 PM): .... Zimbabwe623 (6:31:50 PM): i can torture myself all day Zimbabwe623 (6:44:22 PM): squee!! XxSqueexNnyxX (6:44:44 PM): WHAT!? Zimbabwe623 (6:44:58 PM): i'm shaking Zimbabwe623 (6:45:24 PM): and bleeding Zimbabwe623 (6:45:31 PM): and gonna die XxSqueexNnyxX (6:45:59 PM): grrrrrr Zimbabwe623 (6:46:11 PM): i'm so glad to die Zimbabwe623 (6:46:33 PM): its bri's fualt i broke XxSqueexNnyxX (6:47:39 PM): GRRRRRRRRr Zimbabwe623 (6:48:46 PM): what? XxSqueexNnyxX (6:51:41 PM): nothing nvm forget it XxSqueexNnyxX (6:51:47 PM): not like your hurting any one XxSqueexNnyxX (6:52:00 PM): -looks at self- no your not hurrting meh ONE FUCKING BIT BY DOING THIS! Zimbabwe623 (6:52:43 PM): u barely have known me for a week XxSqueexNnyxX (6:52:59 PM): I DONT CARE XxSqueexNnyxX (6:53:02 PM): YOUR MY FRIEND AREN'T YOU XxSqueexNnyxX (6:53:10 PM): I CARE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS EVEN IF THERE NEW TO MEH XxSqueexNnyxX (6:53:15 PM): AND I DONT KNOW THEM VERY WELL OR VEYR LONG Zimbabwe623 (6:53:16 PM): oh XxSqueexNnyxX (6:53:18 PM): I SITLL FUCKING CARE! Zimbabwe623 (6:53:33 PM): its too late for me anyways Zimbabwe623 (6:54:18 PM): i'm dieing XxSqueexNnyxX (6:55:09 PM): ...... Zimbabwe623 (7:02:36 PM): so dizzy Zimbabwe623 (7:02:43 PM): its bri's fualt Zimbabwe623 (7:02:50 PM): she got me to break XxSqueexNnyxX (7:03:05 PM): ... Zimbabwe623 (7:09:04 PM): i'm slitting my throat.... Zimbabwe623 (7:18:26 PM): good bye squee Zimbabwe623 (7:38:55 PM): help me XxSqueexNnyxX (7:39:33 PM): i cant how XxSqueexNnyxX (7:39:36 PM): you keep hurting meh XxSqueexNnyxX (7:39:44 PM): i'm almost crying wait no now i am crying.... Zimbabwe623 (7:40:37 PM): im sory Zimbabwe623 (7:53:27 PM): plz tell bri... i'm sory Zimbabwe623 (8:13:21 PM): i can't talk well, but i bandaged myself up... XxSqueexNnyxX (8:14:47 PM): ... Zimbabwe623 (8:15:33 PM): i am gonna live... hopfully Zimbabwe623 (8:15:53 PM): i finally came to my senses... ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- ----- Session concluded at 8:15:53 PM ------------------------- ------------------------- ------------------------- -----
tuesday-i staye dhoem sick cleaned the house what else? talked to steph and cody ont he phone took nite quil THAT SHIT MAKES MEH pass out AND HOLISNATE!! GOD DAMN IT
web-stayed home again more nitequil got up at 2PM when ever one got out of shcool um cleaned my room and did nothing on Vampirefreaks.com thats it hehe my user name Squee....HahahahahaOMFG I TALKED TO DANIEL HE GOT BACK ONLINE HEHEH DANIEL WOOOOOO OH HOW I MISSED HIM -HUGGLE SHIM- god i still have feelings for him -cries-
Yesterday-Um went to school got my spieks takeing away um broke the lace on my hooker boot hugged mike um talked to people got pics fromblink found out WHERE DYEING OUR HAIR TUESDAY!! BLUE HAIR TUESDAY WATCH OUT FOR NEW PICS OMFG!!! hahahahahahahhaha cryed over mike erm i love mike
today-so far its good i have to dress like a prep today all my clothes are dirty? heh feels weird TIGHT PANTS=EVIL!!! DIEEEEEE!!!! i'll up date more later after school
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sorry that this post sucks it was fast and i cant rem what i did tuesday and um web cause of the damn nite quil
If Your Reading This. Then I Have Commited Suicide. Im Laying In On My Bed In My Room. There Blood On the Razor Blade. Thers Blood On The Wall. I Had Writen My Suicide Note On The Yellow Walls. Theres Blood Running Down My Arms And On to My Bed. Staining My Sheets. Its Pitch Black. No Lights No Nothing. My Door Is Shut. Made To Look Like I Was Sleeping. Its Noe 6AM My Sister Knocks On My Door To See If Im Up. I dont Answer. She Gets Worried. She Opens My Door Turns On The Light And Sees The Blood On The Wall. She Looks down Towards My Bed. She Sees Me Laying There Dead. I Had Bleed To Death. Her Eyes Slowy Start To Tear Up. She Runs To The Kitchen. She Grabs The Phone And Dails 911. She Gets An Ambluance To Come. She Trys To Call My Dads Cell Phone. But Shes Crying To Much To Talk. My Dad Is On His Way Home Now. He Gets Here. The Peramedicas Are There. They Look Up At My Dad As He Runs To My Room. My Dad Looks At My Body. Then My Sister Crying. He Runs To Her And Holds Her. Then Looks Down To The Peramedicas. Theyn Said I Was Dead And There Was Nothing To Do To Bring Me Back. I Had Commitced Suicide. My Dad Is Now Crying along With My Sister. My Sister Ponits Out The note I Had Left On The Wall With My Blood. They Slowy Start To Read It. The Note Says "Family And Friends, I'm Sorry For This. I Really Am. I Juss Cant Stand My Life Any More. Theres No Reason To Live. I Hate It. My Life Was Bad. But To You You Think It Might Have Been Good. It Wasn't To Me. My Heart Keeps Getting Broken By Many People. I'm Tried Of Feeling Pain. I'm Tried Of Always Being Depressed. I'm Juss Tried Of It. I'm Tried Of Being Yelled At. I Juss Quit. I'm Sorry Guys. I Really Am But I'm gonna Be Gone In A Few Min. I Love You Guys. Do Me A Favor And get On My S/ns And Journals And Tell Every One This Note And Or That I Am Gone....I Love You Guys. Good Bye.... -Squee- Michael Rose Iacovino" My Sister And Dad Are Still Crying. By The Time They Stoped Reading It The Perdmedicas Had Taken My Body Out Of My Room And Out The House. My Dad Takes My Sister Out To The Living Room And Sets Her Down. My Dad Goes And Gets The Phone. He Calls My Mom And Tells Her What I Had Done. My Mom Starts To Break Down In Tears. Shes At Work Right Now. She Gets One Of Her Friends To Drive Her To My Dads House. She Reads The Note. She Cant Believe I Did It. Noone Can. I Can't. But I Had To. Noone Could Help Me. Its My Fault Really. I Juss Couldn't Stand Life Any More. My Sister Goes To School The Next Day. She Tells The Office What Happened. So All Her Teachers Give Her A Break. She Told One Of My Friends. And The Rest Of My Friends Crowd Around Her Asking What Happned. She Starts To Cry Yet Again. Bur She Still Tells Them What Happned. Everyone Juss Looks At Her Like Shes Nuts. But she Was Telling The Truth. Once They Fig. Out She Was. They All Started To Cry. They Cant Believe It. They All come to My Furnal To Say Good bye One Last Time......They Watched Me Get Buried...........
Thats The End for The Story So Far I Got Bored Cant Ya Tell? Heh -Ends Post-
Saturday- Okie Saturday? Well Friday Night I Passed Out Aroond Idk 6:30!? LMFAO I Know Early As Fuck Tim Called Blink Called And Shirley Called That Night Oh Well I Was Sick? Heh Yea Wooo ANYWAYS Saturday Um Woke Up Aroond 10? Yep needed To Wash My Hair Before I Went And Got It Bleached!!!! Lol Took My Shower Got On The Net Talked To A few People Made Rainbow Armwarmers Out Of My Old Toesocks Then Put My Away Messages Up And Left? Yep Blinks Mommeh Got Her Hair Cut And Then Lefted Us There To Bleach And Cut Ours....Blink Got Her Hair Bleached First Oh Yea We Took Before Pics And After Pics? YEP! Oh And During the Process Pics LMFAO! Her Mom Wanted Us Too? So We Did Blink Got Bleached First Then She Bleached Meh Cut Blinks Hair Then Cut Mine...I Called My Dad To See If I Could Go To BLinks Hous eFor A Bit He Said Yea Cause He Was Still At Work So I Did We Goofed Off And Talked?I Called My Dad Up He Wa sOn His Way Home So I Aske dIf Blink Could Spend The Night he Said Yesh! When My Dad Got To Blinks House Her Mom Has Us Sit With Our Back towards The Door To See If If My Dad Knew Which Was Which Cause You Couldn't Tell Us Apart From The Back MY DAD PICKED BLINK AS MEH!!!! My Dad Loves Meh! ANYWAYS She Came Over She Took The Net Talked To All My Friends And We Took Pics? Yep We Went For A Walk Around 3-4AM We Talked Aboot The Guys She Likes And Shit Quite Nice I Say Oh Yea Also The Ride To Blinks House We Held Hands (^.^) Then We Took More Pics Talked To Cimmion!!!! Watched Him Perice His Are SeksaY -Growls- She Thinks All My Friends Are Cute And Or Hawt Its Kinda Funneh Anyways Yea That Was My Day? Lol We Went To Bed At 6AM Kinda nice To Do That!!! Here Are My Before And After Pics Also Pics Meh And Blink Took: My Rainbow Armwarmers: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... Before Pics: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Sorry Theres So Many I Got Bored? After And Our Pics!!!: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...<--BLINK! MY GF!>=http://img19.photobucket.com/...<----OMFG LOOK I'M BLONDE!!!>=http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...<--Blink Grabin Her Boobehs >=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... Ok Now this Is Us As They Say "Gothed" Out: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Thats All The Pics Cept For The 4 I'll Post On The bottem Or Close To It?
Sunday-Um Sunday My Sister Came Home Anyways Meh And Blink Where In Bed Sweeping I Wake Up Around Idk 11-10? I Guess My Sister Knocks On My Door I Said "Frook you " She Started To Cry!? Caus eShe Says I Treat Her Mean I Got Bitched At For It BUT MY DAD DOESN'T KNOW HOW SHE ACTS TOWARDS MEH DOSE HE!?!?! NOOOOOOO!!! ANYWAYS! Durning All That Meh And Blink Where Talking Aboot Her And Stoof...Bleh BLeh Bleh. We Get Out Of Bed I Check My Messages She gets The NEt Till She leaves We Had Fun My DAd MAde A Fire I Sat By It Fun Fun (^.^) Yep She Left Aroond 6? Yep Other Then That Nothing But The Net Alll Night And These 4 Pics Random Pics: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...=http://img19.photobucket.com/... Yep....
Monday/Today-TODAY WAS GREAT Meh And Blink Wore Like The Same Clothes And Shit We Walked In To The Cafe EVERYONE I MEAN EVERY ONE WAS LOOKING AT MEH!!!! I Loved It Went Around Showing People There Like "HOLY FROOK SQUEE WTF DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAIR!?!?!?!" And Liek "DOOWD I LOVE IT!!" It Was Great!!! I Love It!!!! Hahahaha My Teachers Like It Too.....Erm Yep I Got Sent Out Of Goulds Class Today I Had My Leg On The desk She Told Meh To gEt It Off So I Lifte dIt So It Was Off She Didn't Say POut It On The Floor So Yea I'm A Smart As.....ANYWAYS LMFAO I was Yelling At Her And Every One Else Wa sThat My Foot Wa sOff The desk Oh Well i Got Sent Down Satb There For 1 Hr Yep I Felt Like It I Was Sopouse dto Go When The Bell Rang For Class But I Didn't LMFAO I Missed Most Of Class It Was GREAT!!!! When I Got In to Clas sI Talked To Chip(Kaseys BF) Sat By Will And Juss Frooked Around It Was Great I Had Fun My Sister Is Over For Dinner Um I Have No Life? Yep Wooooooooooo Anyways EVEYR ONE THINKS I'M HAWT NOW WITH BLONDE HAIR DAMN THEM!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!! Woooooooooooooooo Okie I'm Done Oh Yea My Family Sucks My Da dThinks I'm Always Mad And Stoof My Sister Thinks I'm Always Bitchin At Her And Stoof Its Kinda Funneh I Get Yelled At ALL THE TIME JUSS LIKE AT MY MOMS!!!! Yea Okie Byes -Ends Post- P.s. Hope Ya Like The Pics (^.^) Tell Meh Do I Look Better Blonde Or With Brown hair?
March 11th, 2004 "BLEH!!!" Tuesday-i cant really erm what went on on tuesday but it must of been good? lol oh yea um i asked Blink(shelly) out she said yesh so not i have a gf? and a bf? mike said it was ok? erm mike got in to an accident he was in the trunk on the car so he doens't really know what happenehed hes all bursied up and hes cut on his back and in pain...he got kicked out of his dads house so now he lives with his mom? yea i talke dot him like most of the day...i loof mike aloot!!!! erm idk what else went on in the day i fink it was good?
Yesterday- Um yesterday? it was ok i guess i woke up around um 5:40 got up took a shower got dressed in a skirt? left for school all fine and dandy kinda i guess mike like well mike Blinks bf mike um soybean i have a pic of him in my gallery anyways at lunch it seems liek he doens't want us dateing? erm well he has a right to be like holding her and stoff but i wnated too too sucks haveing the same luch with him and her yea wooo um dan and i joked around well not really i slept in class? i finished my um art project it looks cool lol meh and my friend john in art class sat next to each other and like i would "slip" and paint his arm" and he did the same to meh? and like omfg i had these cool ass water color things? so um IDK but hell they where hot i love paint (^.^) wooo um after skool blink and tat where going to go to the libary so i road my bus home and i told adam he slike "come and get meh" so i did? and we walked up there and met them there there tat meh blink adam adam and um some ugly ass bitch where like messing around and shit i got an account on like um Vampirefreaks.com? and gothicmatch.com? idk why tho lol and like ADAM WOULDN"T STOP TOUCHING HER!!! lol Tat and Blink wher eon 2 diff computer across the libary so i was running back and foth they where in the Vampirefreaks.com chat thingy it was funneh? cause they would be like "WATCH OUT HERE COMES SQUEE!" every one in the chats like "whos squee?" lol kinda cool? it got to aboot 4:40 and the libary closed at 5 on that day what every day it was? so i said "lets go to pops get a soda and chill tilly our mom comeS" so meh blink adam and adam went (tat had to leave and oh by the way tat is katie my doggeh!) and yea wooo we went there got our stuff and went and sat on these 2 tables in the sunlight? there are these to pincie tables where the snowball stnad is and its like right on the side of the street i mean right there on MT road and that road is busy? lol yea it is..... WOOOO meh and blink where waving to peopel and i stode up and blink lifted my skirt? i had boxers on tho woo thank god? lol it was all cool tho i was frezzing ym ass off but i mean liek adam wouldn't leave blink the hell alone every time i said "back off my gf" he would get all sad for a min then go back to hugging her and hanging on her and shit i didn't even get to hug her well maybe like 1-2 times but hell ADAM BACK THE FUCK OFF HER!!!! your making meh pissed!!!! GRRRRRRR we were jokeing around took soda bottles and put them on this bush and made it our x-mas tree? lol and then we ate pringels off the table adam had to leave so it was meh adam(the one that kept touching blink) and blink? lol john and his friend jason came up on ther ebikes i had juss pulled my skirt down to where the end of it went to my boots and such so i was FREZZZEING!!!!!!!! i beged john for his hoodie and he gave it to meh then i took his bike and road a around aloot it was fucking great!!! i kept warm? wooo idk john ran in to the ice boxs a few times looke dlike CKY lol erm adam and john came up witht he idea then i like john? when i dont lol john put his arm aroudn my waste when i was gonna go to blink shes like "why do you have your arm around my girlfriend?" "cause i dont have one" i juss kinda stood there then walked away? lol woo yea blink really had to pee and no place would let her use there bath room so meh adam and blink walked ot ym hosue adam went home so it was juss meh anblink alone in ym house she went... and i got some pants and diff shoes on thank god...blink said she would walk back up to pops alone in the dark and wait there alone in the dark for her mom? i said hell no i refused to leave her!!!! and i didn't i walked back up with her we talked aboot our lives and shit and aboot our hair... yep where gonna take pics of us now with our hair and then pics of us with bleached and cut hair then us with our blue hair well hers darkblue and pink might smruf blue lol wooo yea its gonna be cool? but yea we waited there till aboot 7 when her mom came and her mom gave meh a ride home and shit i came home calle dmike got scared calle dmy dad he had to stay late erm i stayed up till aboot 11 tlkaing to mike ont he phone(he got home arounf 10:30) and shit wooo? and i talke dot cody and stpeh there dateing now thats great well that was my day yesterday?
Today- today was an ok day i am still pissed at adam and kinda at blink...erm yea blink said soemthign to meh eysertday like if mike doesn't like us dateing she'll dump him and shit lol kinda cool no? heh i guess wooo yea ok um today i was pissed off like aloot? meh and scott walk in to our class like right when the bell rings and shit and the teacher said we where late!?!?! HELL NO!!!!! we weren't people where blocking the fucking doors and shit pissed meh off!!! so i said "i am not getting a pass caus ei am not late" well wrong i went down and got a fucking pass? meh and scott did and we saw jeff there so its all good? lol we had a fire drill so i took ym cherios? hahahha i was thrwoing them at eveyr one and eating them it was greta i did nothing in math today!!!! um in health i kind slept? it was cool? i talke dot chris kellys ex bf as of today it was cool? lol idk i am boreD? i took ym art project back in to school to show this kid in my math class and EVERY ONE FUCKING LIKES IT!!! when i hate it!!! UGH@!!$%@W^E$*&R%Y#$^$ oh yea doowd meh and sars have been friends again snice like idk a few days ago? anyways that was off subject back to what i was saying at lunch i sat with mana and zach mat wasn't there today? erm yea it was juss fun today is blinks 15th b-day HAPPEH B-DAY BLINK I LOOF YOU!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!!! okie yea happehness over? back to being pisssed? in 4th per meh and rosemary worked togethe ri got on aim and now um lauren and mattie are dateing yay i told you he liked you? erm yea mike wa sonline when i got home i talke dot him for a little while i confussed my love to him like how much i love him? and lauren imed him and aske dhim what was wrong with meh caus ei blocked both her and mattie caus ei was like pissed off still am i juss need a break from everythng really i juss need mike -sigh- my love for him is growing stronger and stronger? i still love cimmion tim cody lauren amttie jess and every one else (^.^) oh cimmiona nd tim if you read this i still love you guys the same way as i always has!!!! your guys are my best friends you know more aboot meh then lauren i fink!!!! lol yea oh um 3rd per allister at lunch punched him self in the face!?!?!?! yea fucking dumb ass!!!! he was spiting out blood on the floor and shit and the wigger kids put stoof in it and the cow teacher wanted it picked up so they wouldn't i said "you fucking wigger juss pick it up all it is is blood and spit!!!" so i picked it up and threw it out well i said someother stoof too juss dind't say it? erm yea today sucked asss i hate it to death!!! i hope i die soon ro atleast get to see mike irl sooner i really love him..... -sigh- ok this ends my post (x.x) (v.v) -Ends post-
March 09th, 2004 "...." okie yesterday was fun!?!?!?! erm yea i guess HAHAHAHAHA i was hyper as fucking hell i mean boucing off th walls frist per dan was singing/humming the tune to elmos world he got it stuck in my head and the teacher called meh abusive hehe i love it!!! told dan he couldn't kiss woooo hahah that was fun um 2nd per i kinda splet but i could still here what he was saying? yea its weird? lol um 3rd per we were on the computers so i got on aim no one was on fucking whores!!!!!!! lol but i was hyper and got along with people at lunch i was juss boucning off the fucking walls yet again talked to kris hes cool kasey yep and man tits EVERY one i shall say hahahahahah i get around! fucking a does that mean i ish a sloot? idk um on our way back form lucnh man tits asked why i was so happeh/hyper i was boucning up and down saying "cause my dad is fighting for full cusdty over meh today AND i ate a MUFFIN this moring!!!" the niggers where wlaking by and said "uou bitch clam down" i said :FUCK YOU!" man tits said that they said "damn that bitch is crazy" oh and on my way to um 2nd? i poked sars and like ran off he came affter meh!!! HELP!!!?!?!?!?! lol he poked meh back we are freidns again? erm shelly gave meh a note aboot bleach cutting and dyeing our hair and her # so yea 4th per i almost got done with my art i sat tlake dlike i always do lol its great i got home my dad was home said it would take 8 months going threw court and 3 months if he gets my mom to change the papaers all i ahve to say is FUCKING A! i wannated to dye bleach and cut my hair this weekend or next so i might do it anyways i mean i got the money? erm yea i called shelly woooo we are gonna bleach our hair together get it cut the same way and dye it together cool huh? yea woooooo now steph and cody are going out woooo i am sooo happeh lats night i was like hell pissed at every one tho i kinda still am i neeed to do a shit load of english work or else i fail? cause i cant find my english binder but i found some papaers i didn't do so i am gonna do them and ask for the ones i dont have today to dot hem and turn them in i think my mom thrww my binder out fucking bitch oh well and also mike my bf really poisssssed at him cause he rather go out with his friends then even come home says he loves meh once and tell meh hes not gonna be home all week or soemthing? now i cry my self to sleep every night wishing i could talk to him and or him moving here i hope he moves here i really need mike...... okie anywya si have to go get ready for school i shall update after skool of something buh byes....... -Ends post- WAIT i forgot i made "Chad" and tabulas jouranl its soooo cool www.tabulas.com/~Chad lol i juss did random colors and made it really fast last night and oh yea mat got his liencese he can drive larry now YAY GO LARRY!!!!
March 07th, 2004 "erm stoof?" okie anyways last night was fun i went to britts house and oscar and or he rmom didn't know? lmfao wehn i got there i said hey mat guess what i'm getting an old bug!!! "dude you suck i was getting one" hahah i rule!! "you suck fuck you" lol he wnated a bug meh and britt played sims and cody called britts cell phone i showed mat how to work the chad website and also mat was reading my JTHM comics he likes the one where it says "OMG SOMEBODY PUT SHIT IN MY PANTS!" it was great we sunk out we were talking to go get crin and liek the clouds where moveing fast so we were juss standing in the middle of the street looing at them move then we went and got crin it was kinda hard cause all her windows where open and i am loud? so i was acting weird and shes like "i have no pants on" "ya want mine"(i said that) -takes off belt and lets pants fall to ground- "SQUEE Put Your pants back on" "awww okie" -puts them back on- and doowd we wehere like wlaking up the street fucking around we were aboot to cross the street we see this like truck speeding at us we think its oscar(mats and britts step dad) and doowd it was there mom but we were dumbasses and hide up against a feance tyo where she couldn't see us and then she turns(doesn't go to crins house) and she crirled the block we were trying to hull ass home but yea she caught us and she what i thougth was pissed but it was juss mad to amt and britt i dont like there mom very much mat has to get rid of his mohawk lol britt and i took over his bed its nice we went to sweep aftrer talking and shit and we said soemthign aboot dna in his longjohns and mat juss laughs and shit then today we where um messing around after mat got home from the dump hes like "skwe look out side I GOT A CAR" ghe got an old bug fucker its a 71 vw bug its red and named larry its the coolest we went to wendys in it and wooo i lvoe his car i can fit in to the hood/turck thats in the front of the car anyways aat wendys john and tom where talking by and crossing the very busy street so i pussed tom fathe rin and flea had his bike and i here "SQUEE" as i am running back to wenndys it was great there mom bitchs to much and is the controllign type mat has to get rid of his mohawk and chains fucking bitch grrrrr anyways oh and sataurday i did nothing really cleaned my room talked to mike um ate dinner with leaz frank and my dad um oh yea my dad is getting meh an old vw bug idk what year but its BLUE YESH BLUE hahahah i fucking rock i cant even drive yet and i get one wooooo i also had to type soemthing aboot my mom anbd the reasons why i dont wanna live with he ri did that its all printed out and shit ym dad is going to court tomorrow too....um i am kinda mad/crying right now cause i never get to talk to mike and we kinda got in a fight heres our convo? mine and mikes convo: XxSqueexNnyxX: MOOO Mystic: hey XxSqueexNnyxX: i was juss aboot to call Mystic: oh XxSqueexNnyxX: omfg XxSqueexNnyxX: my mo juss called Mystic: i'm sry XxSqueexNnyxX: to see how i was and she said "see ya thursday" and hung up IDFK aboot anyhting on thrusday and if its thr "Shrink" hell no i'm not going XxSqueexNnyxX: read this and tell meh what you fink XxSqueexNnyxX: These Are The Following Reasons Why I Don't Want to Live With My Mom. I don't want to Live With My Mom Because Her Bf Is Moving In. I don't Want Him To Replace My Dad Or Anything. Plus I Barely Know This guy I don't want to Be Living With Some Stranger. My Mom Always Yells At Meh(Me) For No Reason What So Ever. When Ever I Try to Talk To My mom We Always End Up Fighting. We Never Get Along. Also I Juss Cant Stand Her House It Makes Me To Depressed. I Have A Batter Realation Ship With My Dad. Meh(Me) And My Dad Can Talk. We Can Sit Around And Watch TV And Not Fight. We Can Do Things Together And Not get Mad At One Another. He Understand Meh(Me). My Mom Doesn't. She Think She Does But She Doesn't And My Dad Treats Me A Little Bit Better Then My Mom (Like Not Yelling All The time And Such). I Am Much Happier Over At My Dads House. Also Meh(Me) And My Sister Fight All The Time About My Mom And Dad And I want to get Away From Her and The Yelling. Also She's Been Blaming All The Family Problems On Meh(Me). And I Don't Like That Cause I didn't Cause Any Of It. I do Not Want Nor Wish To go to The "Shrink" With My Mother. Nor Do I Wish To See My Mother But I Do Wish To See Her Ever Now An Then Maybe 1 Weekend A Month? Or 1 Day A Month. I Really Don't Feel Like seeing Nor Talking To My Mother. But I Say Aboot 1 Weekend Or 1 Day Out Of A Month Is fine.
----Michael Iacovino---- -----------Squee--------- -- Mystic: it's good Mystic: brb XxSqueexNnyxX: ugh hb XxSqueexNnyxX: (your gf gets pissed very fast now that she NEVER GETS TO TALK TO YOU!) XxSqueexNnyxX: -feels unloved- = Mystic: back XxSqueexNnyxX: wb Mystic: but if that pissed u off then ur not gonna be happy that i'm leaving for church XxSqueexNnyxX: FUCKING A Mystic: i'm sry XxSqueexNnyxX: fuck it fuck everything XxSqueexNnyxX: mike we never talk any more XxSqueexNnyxX: so juss fuck it okj fuck everything XxSqueexNnyxX: i wanna fucking talk to you XxSqueexNnyxX: but your always fucking gone Mystic: that's bcause i hate being here so i try to leave XxSqueexNnyxX: do i ever talk to my bf any more? no i dont i talk to cimmion more then i talk to you hell XxSqueexNnyxX: i even talk to his friend tim more then you XxSqueexNnyxX: yea so that means XxSqueexNnyxX: you leave you gf XxSqueexNnyxX: to cry XxSqueexNnyxX: i'm aboot to cry right now matter of fact 1 cause you took my guestbook thingy out of your pro....and your leaveing and we never talk Mystic: i did what? XxSqueexNnyxX: i signed your guestbook on your uum proflie a long time ago XxSqueexNnyxX: and its not there any more and all the one sbefore it are.... Mystic: really? XxSqueexNnyxX: yea really XxSqueexNnyxX: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh FUCKING A XxSqueexNnyxX: -starts to cry- Mystic: i'm sry Mystic: i love u so much and i hate it when u cry but i really gotta go but i'll be back later tonight about 8-9 XxSqueexNnyxX: fucking a XxSqueexNnyxX: fine XxSqueexNnyxX: bye love ya too i guess Mystic: i guess??? XxSqueexNnyxX: yea cause this miek we never talk XxSqueexNnyxX: i mean i love you i love you with all my heart XxSqueexNnyxX: but nvm juss go..... XxSqueexNnyxX: bye Mystic: bye XxSqueexNnyxX: =( XxSqueexNnyxX: you better get on tonight.... Mystic signed off at 6:56:16 PM. Erm Yea Also when i called him before i went and eat this is kinda what he said: "oh yea i forgot to tell ya i think it was last night but yea me and ym dad where tlaking about realties and shit and he said "yoou cna move in with my cusion jimmy" "relaly i can" "sure" so yea" "wow mike really he said that did he mean it?" "yea he ment it so i have been thinking about it hardcore" "doowd that would be grreat if you moved up here" and yea his cusion jimmy lives in md... kinda sucks i really love mike erm yea wooo fucking fun well i am gonna go cry now buh byes oh yea vist the CHAD site at Chad < >well thats it bye -Ends post-
March 06th, 2004 "today (^.^)" today i had fun today i went food shoping with my dadooo my dados getting meh an old bug for my car and hes getting its really soon too so yay um i juss had fun right now i'm at mat and britts house right now its cool i'm on the phone with cody umi'll up date later
MAT--- im sitting here skwe is over (bleh) MUAHAHAHAHA *lightning flash* yeah shes petting the mohawk right now and shes on the phone with some spaz named cody and blah blah blah listening to blood for blood (nice) bordom is consuming us all right now its around eh?...... 11:09 p.m.........yay!! <----sarcasm im also afraid that im going to get raped by skwe bad skwe bad! >
-----Britt (typing) ------ yes! the hot one in typing haha wooo! haha well yes squee is talking to cody and im typing here ..yes ..cause squee made me! shes an evil bitch! ahhh *runs and hides* listening to blood for blood...yes...mats a sissy bitch hahahaha yes! woo! hyper yes! *rolls around* erm..yes ha! hmm...im bored SQUEE IS BORING ME! ahhhhh shes raping me! *runs away!* lmao -waits for crin to escape from her house- muahahaha OMG OMG OMG MOOSE! "maybe some day i'll find what im looking for" ha boredom Mat-"dan likes b-b-b-b-balls" lmfao oh cheesys thats so great....ya well dan mat and i were in this chat thing...long story kinda yes....and the keyboard is being a bitch! ahh! um will yes i don't know what to say I LOVITH THEE SQUEE! OMG IVE BEEN RAPED AGAIN! AHHHHHH!
~Angry Block / Crins first matey :D / the sexy one haha / Britt!
lol moooooo okie i'm out fuck you alll if you dont like mat and britt
My Whole Tabu Is Liek All Pics Now LMFAO Thats Kinda Funneh Anyways I Got Bore dSo Heres More Pics I Took Meh In My Glasses: =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... I Look Ugly Dont I!?!?!?
Random Pics: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...IDk I Got Bored? =http://img19.photobucket.com/...WHITE OUT QUATER! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...It Again =http://img19.photobucket.com/...A Pic Of The Gir On My Shirt =http://img19.photobucket.com/... SPAGHETTIOS! =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
Ok I'm Done Now Goodnight All Sweet Nightmares!!!! -Ends Post-
Okie I Juss Got Really Bored So I Took Pics Of My Shoes After I Whited Them Out With White Out To Make Them Look Cool And Blacked Out All The Pink And Oh The Ductape Is From The DropKick Murphys Concert Wooooo!!! Shoe Pics: =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
My Hand Pics: Right Hand: =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... Left Hand: =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
Okie Lets See I Know My Mom Reads My Tabu And Other Jouranls So Mom STOP READING MY JOURNALS I'M NOT A SLUT THATS HOW MEH AND MY FRIENDS JOKE AROUND AND I REALLY DONT LIKE IT THAT YOU READ MY IMS YOU LIED TO MEH!!! AND BROKE A PROMISE OH THE FUCK WELL I DONT CARE ANY MORE I'M NOT THERE FOR YOU TO BITCH AT MEH!! HAHAHAHA!!!!
Anyways today was great. got ther ein the moring every one asked what happened to meh yesterday. i told them. mana brought her dig camra. so she was taking pics. ummmmm brb SPEGETTIOS!!! lol okie back yummy anyways yea today was great saw every one and shit. i saw dans thigh. he cut him self also yesterday (x.x) BAD DAN BAD!...ANYWAYS meh and dan juss fucked around in um math i did my work today tho dan didn't lol in 2nd i had health the sub in ther eknows my dad tlake dto him on wbe. i wa slike ahhh creppy. lol meh and shirley switched spots. so i was shirley and shirley was meh? i broke up with tim (^.^). so yea at lunch omfg we took these pics with CHAD!!! here they are hehe Pics With Chad: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...<--Zach(Blonde) Mat(Mohawk) Mana(Red Hair) Meh/Squee(Under Chad) Chad(Chair)>=http://img19.photobucket.com/...Same As Before But We weren't Ready And Adam Took The Pic =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Wow Chad Pimping Meh And Mana WE KISSED CHAD!!! LMFAO Were Stupid! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Oh Look Its Meh And Chad Aren't We A Great Couple? =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Its My shoes And Chad OMG Thats Hawt! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Mana And Meh On Chad (^.^) Hehe Chad Says FUCK! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Meh Mana Mat And Chad =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Mat On Chad Mat LOVEs Chad See Its In His Eyes! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Chad Mat And Meh!! Yep =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Zach Man And My Chad We Are Representing Chad!!! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Meh Mat and Manas Hand Representing Chad Once Again! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...OMG ITS CHAD!!!! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Hehe Zach Got Bored And Wrote Bread On Bread Lol Were Losers!
Lol Thats All The Chad Pics I Have lol um 3rd was ok we watched romeo and juliet and shit i took the teachers white out and started to white out ym shoes there hawt in 4th per i did nothing hugged tom hang out with people yep fun. um i came home nothing big happened i talked to um tim this moring it was good intill we started too fight kinda and meh and cimmion are still figthing oh well heh i'll get over it? anyways um my mom heh i dont wanna see her my dad is fighting for meh which is good i have to clean ym room today and other shit woooo fucking fun? i guess soo!!! HAHAHAHA WOOOOOOOO okie my dad gave meh the sex tlak in the car made meh laugh like hell my mom thinks i am a slut she sbeen reading my ims? erm not nice i fink i ....nvm i went to my moms got my stoof that she threw in bags and took back "HER" tv fucking whore its my tv oh well fuck you!!! anyways um yea thats it i am going to post more random pics now weeeeeee have fun looking at them oh lol my mom wanted to know if i wanted to go to conoulseing with her i dont wanna se eher so the answer is NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! hahahahah deal with it anyways yea here are the random pics Random pics: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Mat Christy And Crin =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Mat Christy And Crin Again =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Mat In A Crown Thingy And Crin Aww There so Cute! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...ANGRY BLOCK Aka Britt Hi Hun!!!! Shes HAWT! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...My Net Friend Tim Hes SeksaY Dont ya Fink? =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Tim Again Hawt Stoof Man Hawt Stoof =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Angela(Sarahs Best Friend) Jason(Goat Man He Used To Live With Meh) And Sarah My Sister Shes Almost 20!! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Them Again =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Them Again again =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Mat Oh So SeksaY =http://img19.photobucket.com/...Nina Isn't She Cute! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...KATE OMG HOT AND SPICY KATE ITS KATE! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...HAHAH WHORE LOOKS ITS ADAM THE WHORE!!!! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...KATE LOOKIE Shes Pretty When She Yells!!!! Or Soemthign Liek That
This Ends The Ranomd Pics Section!!! Now I Am Off To Eat Dinner!!! Hahahahahah Buh Byes -Ends Post- :)
[b]LAST DAY AT THE BITCHS HOUSE! [/b] OMFG!!! I MOVED OUT GUESS WHERE I AM!?!?!? MY DADS HOUSE HAHAHAHBAHAHHA I AM SO HAPPEH SEE LOOKE HAPPEH!!! (^.^) doowd my day was fuckign great!!?!?!?! HAHAHAH okie here it goes i wake up around um 5:30 to take my shoer nooo fat bitch catie is in the shower so i wait got on checked my messages got my necklaces and ring then put an awya message up yup yup yup took a shower up a shower oOo (sorry i am hypeR?) anyways i did alll of that took my old cherry coke bottel filled it with OJ and some Vodka? but not aloot juss a little caus ei was scared ym mom would come up and seE?i guess lol got on the bus went to school erm shared my dirnk with every one was kinda happeh before that erm yea wooo mike(soybean) and shelly(Blink) are dateing now no more attacking mike and orhanging out/on him -sigh- oh well he made meh happeh for a day (^.^) so i was pissed off so i hit him upside the head a few times and allister my hand was fuckign red!!!! RED I SAY RED! lmfao lol meh and allister walk up stairs i bearly get past the gov demp. and i start crying now my class(math) was all the way down at the hall way aliister stode ther ebut then left when a teacher came? the teacherwas asking meh questions aboot like why i am crying if i wanted to sit in a chair whats my name and what class i am in shit like that i juss didn't say ANYTHING cept for my first name "mike" and what class i was going too so he walked meh to my class i sat there crying then i feel some one rubbing my back it was dan he came and sat by meh i asked the teacher if meh and dan could like go some where to tlak cause i know i can talk to dan aboot it so what did i do i asked lmfao and he let us out i talked to him gave him my very last razor blade he was happeh aboot that i made it threw 1st cause all i did was tal to dan and joke around the teacher aske dif i wa sok i said i wa sbetter but not ok i wont be ok intill my life change's yep yep anyways i made it threw 2nd i talked to will and mark cool guys cept mark he was evil to meh in elm. school. um 3rd? um yea mike said he was sorry caus ei wrote him a note during 1st (v.v) yea woooo anyways i had a sub and kasey my friend was like "feel his beard" so i did it was cool!!!!! he looked like 20 soemthing looked like jake and nate(my sisters bf and his older brother) he was cool and we did our work cept meh i goofed off there was only 6 kids in that class todya i took a safety pin to my arm wait okie i have to say soemthign frist CIMMION AND TO ANY ONE ELSE THAT I PROSMISED NOT TO CUT I AM REALLY SORRY IT JUSS GOT TO MEH TODAY!!! PLEASE FORGIVE MEH!!! okie anyways i took it and rubbed it agaisn't my arm till it bleed and wrote "KILL M" i didn't finish the e before that i wrote a note to kasey explaining why i was crying and what was wrong with meh....anyways the bell for lunch rang i left my stoof there and went to lunch every one saw my arm aus ei forgot to put my wrist cuff back on and i showed kasey and crin only? yea i did then like i attacked mike and shit(i hate being abusive) ANYWAYS i said "i feel sick" to crin and then i fainted? yea i hit my head pretty hard i had like every one around meh asking what was wrong they made meh get in a wheel chair and go to the nurses office they feed meh i didn't eat for 2 days? so i got food they saw my arm i got in toruble for that i lied and said it was my first time doing it heh and that i didn't want to kill my self...i lied to them oh well only thing to keep meh from being sent away anyways i sat in there till aboot 4th and then i went to the um guadince and talked to her mr.love and the cop DAMN COPS I HOPE THEY BURN IN HELL!!! anyways oh yea when i was in the nurses office mike came and saw meh (^.^) its a diff mike (i know way to many mikeS lmfao) anyways and i got called "bitter" lmfoa i juss alufhed anyways the lady let meh get my stoff but britt came and gave it to meh then i got to go to 4th per. and i did soem of my work? untill ym dad came tlake dot the gudeinc aboot whats going on ym dad understands meh and my dad went to the court house and got info aboot what to do to make meh live wiht him forever and good and shit i got talked too aboot my cuts and aboot whats going on it was ok meh and my dad went to anns and got footlongs fries and a shake ate that my mom called to see if i was wiht my dad he said i wa smy mom said soemthing like "come over and get her stuff" so i went over and got most of it i still have a few more things to get tomorrow i might not go to school tomorrow i mght go to court or soemthing like that yea fun eh? real fucking fun i had fun todya it was great!!! i loved it i moved out of my moms house i came over to my dads house moved some of my stuff in its GRAT I TELL YOU GREAT!!!!!!!! lmfao i love it tho i really do i locked my door so my mom couldn't get in to my room um what else? got to my dads changed all ym passwords so she cant ge ton and shit so its all good? um i called mike as soon as i got home i lvoe ym bf to death but sadly he had to go (x.x) home school my babeh ish going back to school i love it!!! hahaha yea my dad is the coolest i lvoe him i am going to school tomorrow well i really dont know right aboot now but its all good i fink anywyas yea that was my day i am going to go for now i typed aloot dont ya fink? well i love you all!!!!! HAPPEH SQUEE LOOK ITS A HAPPEH HAPPEH HAPPEH SQUEE!!!!! -Ends Post- Jays Rap From Jay And Slient Bob Strike Back: fuck fuck fuck fuck motha motha fuck motha motha fuck fuck motha fuck motha fuck noige noige noige one two one two three four noige noige noige smokin weed smokin weed doin coke drinkin beers drinkin beers beers beers rollin fatties smokin blunts who smokes the blunts? we smoke the blunts rollin blunt and smok--
yo lemme get a nickel bag...
fifteen buck lil man put that shit in my hand if that money doesnt show then you owe me owe me owe.... my jungle love (what) ooh ee ooh ee ooh i think i wanna know ya know ya yea what! ^Sad thing is I CAN SING THAT AS FAST AS HE DOES!!!and i knwo it by heart (^.^)
[b]Bitches House Day 4 [/b] ok today wasnt that bad cept last night i got no sleep what so ever idk what was wrong i juss couldn't sleeep and my kitteh was pissin meh off? i kept thinking aboot mike mike cimmmion tim and evey one on the net and school ym life juss EVERYTHING!!!! kidna made meh sad....my alram went off around 5-5:30? erm yea i got up got dressed in my skirt tlake dot tim/simion for like a min or to then left for school? i attacked mike again like i have been doing all week kinda lol its fun i talked to shirley tim loves the shirt i am wearing today its a gir shirt!!! lmfao tim has only seen 1 ep. of IZ and he loves it fucking dumb ass anyways i humped um kelly shelly morgan um yea woooo fucking fun i ahd my leash and colle ron today so britt(my owner) waliked meh around lol i hit pj in the ass with my leash and he said do it again so i did? lmfao funneh shit then like um i threw one of my cupcakes at mat cause he was trying to steal it it bounces off his head and hit flea i was laughing hahahahah fun!!! i hugged mike brain tons of fucking people today. in math i kinda slept? and we were learning soemthing new? in health we did noting but book work shirley stole the pic of meh when i was little and in a dress? hahah i was fat still am!!! j/k but i am chubby? heh i guess? yea um launch mana wasn't there we found chad meh mat and zach juss sat around then i wrote "rednecks suck cock only bitch" on the table cause we are fighitng over it freaks vs. rednecks WHO WILL WIN!?!?!? idk hahaha i stole zachs jacket in um english i slept in gov i did um a test and thats it? i hit tomas boobs and he told meh to kiss it better so i kissed his neck hahaha it was weird? i dis own him cause ALL THE FREAKS ARE DATEING PREPS!! i asked why he slike "well you have a bf and um there no one else" i was juss laughing my ass off i hugged people attcked mike went on ym bus came home. got on for a min wooo a fucking min then catie started to bitch at meh hahaha yea woo um i tryed calling mike(my bf) but he was home but the lin was busy? erm yea i think hes cheating on meh anyways i called the mike her ein md he wasn't home i went to bed around 4 my dad called woke meh up i got up and got on the net to check my messages and talked to simion went back up to my room watched tv my mom came home and wa slike "i dont like you sleeping from 4 till 6:30 at night" and we juss started to fight oh wait before that britt called and asked if i want to go to chruch i said no caus ei have homework to do wow i am really doing homework well i did and still am hahahah um yea my mom and i faught i treyed to leave she wouldn't let meh so i have like 50 soemthign dollars so i migth leave for athe night? i cant spend the nigth at britts house any more cause i lied to my mom? fucking bitch fuck her i a, still going to britts hosue i am calling ym dad tomorrow so he ccan come over and get my shirt caus ei am gonna pack the rest of my room tomorrow my mom still doens't understand why i ahte it her ei am still crying my momw ent on i didn't pay attion very well cause i dont care any more i juss dont my mom read my ims i bet she reads my jouranls too if she does MOM I DONT CARE ANY MORE YOU SEE THIS I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOOT THIS FAMILY ABOOT MY LIFE ABOOT ANYTHING IF IT WAS UP TO MEH I WOULD BE FUCKING DEAD BUT I PROMISED PEOPLE I WOULDN'T KILL MY SELF AND TALKING TO A FUCKING CONCELRS WONT DO ANYTHING CAUSE I WONT TALK!!!!! erm yea thats to you mom yea anyways i can only stay on till 9:30 tonight big fucking deal emr mike called meh when my mom was yelling at meh or tlaking heh i dont care i might runawya tonigth if i can get some one to drive meh to somes ones house and if my mom gets of fthe phone i ight call shirley and ask he rmom to go pick meh up at like 7-11 or some thing i dont wanna stay here for the night ugh i hate it here i juss wanna end my life or run away i juss hate it i hate everything no one understands i need some one to talk to some one to love meh juss i need someone kate and or who ever that goes to my school thats reading this please help meh get threw this please juss help me i need all the help i can get i cant stand ym life any more i think aboot ending it every day now juss please fucking help meh.... -ends post- Currently feeling Crying And Depressed.
[b]Bitches House Day 3 [/b] wow i have lasted 3 days with out telling my mom off woooo go meh ok anyways i staye don till aboot 12 last nigth tlaking to people woooo fucking fun!!! lol went to bed was gonna get up around 5 to tlak to simion but i didn't but he/they (simion and Tim) left meh messages wooo i felt loved!!!! i got up around 12 got on the net mike(doowd in md) left meh his # to call him called him but then got off took ym shower called miek again cleaned the base ment um got on the net most of the day spent a little while out side smoked a cig woooo fun um i started to wear ALLL my old jer. again i feel HAWT!!! LMFAO oh yea!!! lol i smoked another cig um talked to simion and tim talking to mike(my bf) right now along with simion i'm aboot to cry um yea anyways wanted all day for mike(my bf) to get online caus ei told him i was gonna be on all day and told him to get on he forgot and hung out with his friend all day oh well hes online now right? erm i dled new aim i talke dot my dad i told him to come get my stoof this weekend snice i am moving out then my mom said "dont be dis recpeftful to rick okie if you dont like him then dont be in the same room as us" he spent the night again? erm yea and she also said "dont deliver messages for your dad" and "if you get prg dont come crying to meh" i told her i wans't a slut and she doens't believe meh? erm yea woooo fucking fun!!!! heh i started to pack my room today i think that upset my mom a little of the fuck well her fault i am moving out i got lets say half my room packed? i am wearing a skirt tomorrow wooooo um friday i am spending the night at britts house i fink saturday my sister is haveing a party and my mom doens't want meh here so i might stay here lmfao and i am going over to mike shouse to hang out with him and his 2 brothers um my sister sarah is turning 20 tuesday(next tuesday) i will post pics of her jaon and angela later? wooo yea and britt gave meh more pics today i took pics of soemthing i did for lauren um yea i juss have aloot of fun well i am oof to bed good night all i shall up date later(oh ye ai didn't get bitched and yelled at today was a good day i guess) -Ends post- Squee ish depressed.
[b]Bitches House Day 1 And 2 [/b] ok first thing first i will only b on for 2 hrs a day 8PM till 10PM erm yup so if you need tot lak to meh be on at that time well that when its my time but yea you get the point? erm my mom is blaming all thr family problems on meh i am moving out i have been crying for the past days i have to stay out side for 30 min a day i have to go to conouling now cause my mom wnats to know why i hate her erm i'm juss gonna sit ther ei have been bitched at 24/7 snice i have been back it sucks erm what else idk i think thats it
today- erm today was great slept during math after the test in sci i did nothing but a test and finish this thingy its cooool in um gov i fin this thingy we were working on and stole allisters GIR pics he drew hehe WOOOOOOOO um i hugged mike (^.^) hahaha mike is the coolest huged kasey hoped around and shit i had gobstopers and i was spiting so it was like blue green yellow and shit it was fucking cool um 4th i juss taked to people and did nothing over all good day wait erm i have to wait till ym mom gets home to be bitched at ye yea yea what ever so happeh i am moving out fucking bitch i hate her i hope she dies yesh i do so fuck you dont prech aboot it to meh ok!? ok good um yea woooo ok i will update AFTER my mom comes home lmfao people think my art thing yis cool when its not even done LMFAO and i ran up and jumped on mike and he caught meh hahah most guys uss fall cause they dont see it he didn't see it either weird but its fun i did that to a lot of people today um awwww simion misses meh lookie what he said:
Simion: SQUEE.. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! I was going to get online but my comp dieded on me, then I had to install a picture thingy, and hehe.. I gots spiffy pics of me.
Auto response from Simion: Sleeping Till 5AM Then School Till 2-30PM Then Grounded Till 8PM I'll Be On Around Um 8PM And Stay On Till 10PM....So Leave Meh <3 Some -Squee->I Love You Mike!!!! Heh I'm Moving Out Of My Moms House...... Um Dont Call After 10 Please Erm Call When I'm Not On The Net!
Simion: Doowd... I MISS YOU -cries- Really.. I do... -cries again- no really... I really miss you. ... Doowd, I wanna talk to you, I only got to talk to you a little bit and I'm like having withdrawals and it sucks -starts to cry again- Too bad tears won't flow hehe.. dry sobs lmao.. Newayz, Ummmmmmmm, I'm gonna ummm.. Moo? Simion: Doowd, if you get online before 8 you gosta check my tabu real quick :D, it's really spiffy :D.. Hehe.. Imma gonna go to bed now.. I love ya -hugs and kissiz ya- g'mornin' :D
Auto response from Simion: Sleeping Till 5AM Then School Till 2-30PM Then Grounded Till 8PM I'll Be On Around Um 8PM And Stay On Till 10PM....So Leave Meh <3 Some -Squee->I Love You Mike!!!! Heh I'm Moving Out Of My Moms House...... Um Dont Call After 10 Please Erm Call When I'm Not On The Net!
Simion signed off at 6:56:53 AM.
no one else misses meh like that awww but my bf said he loved meh in an off line message hehe made meh really happeh this moring hahah my art teacher has the same lunch as meh so he got to see meh jumping around cause i was hyper as shit and he slike "i saw you at lunch you couldn't sit still" i juss laughed at him hahahahaha wooooo okie i will up date on this day at 8 BYESSSSSSS I LOVE YOU ALLL AND MISS YOU!!!! going threw computer withdraw sucks (x.x) -Ends post-
Ok i juss got up kinda? erm i talked on the net till like 4 caus ei thought my mom was coming home and shit so i got off AND read a book for 1 hr out side listen to music i also fucked around for a little while i kept coming in and out freaking out my sister and shit kinda cool erm came in around 5 and passed out till 7:30 woke up got food and came on here (^.^) simion misses meh so does mike!!! mike misses meh i talked to him for like an hr or something tonight so heh it was cool!!!! now i have to get back to talking to simion and mike if the fucker is on erm britt told meh and cirn told meh to tlak to my mom aboot my feelings!?!?! no way in hell i can do that i will post our convo sooner or later so heh tomorrow i am moving out aka PACKING! oh JOY yea so i am packing and then getting on the net to talk to mike and who every snice tomorrow we have the day off -sigh- i have really no life i am Depressed Lonely Unloved Hated UGH EVERYTHING!!!! my mom is fucking blameing all the fmaily problems on meh and shit pissin meh off right now rick is over here so my mom is nice to meh HES SPENDING THE NITE!!! i fucking hate ths anyways i'm gone fuck you all(in a good way) -Ends Post-
my ex chris has tblog?(Heance i have t-blog ad one of my other jouranls) erm lookie this is the only entry he did and its aboot meh dumping him like in dec now i feel and and ugh HE STILL LOVES MEH!
Ahh shit! Monday 12.22.03 [6:01 am]
Damnit! FUck this life! I don't even know why i try and live it anymore! I would die but my razor is to DULL! FUCK! Fuck fuck fuck fuck! Man where did i fuck up! She won't take me back. She says its not my fault when it is! She is trying to make me feel better. I really appreciate that. But i know its my fault. She such a fucking lovely person. Great Personality, looks. She was perfect. Where did i go wrong! I wanna go back and change it all but i can't! I JUST WANT TO END IT ALL! TAKE ME TO SHANGRI-LA! FUck! I can't stand living on this fucking Hell we call a planet. This ain't no fucking planet...its hell! The world is hell! If your good your go to heaven and if not your desitened to stay till the year 2057! (twizitd-the world is hell) So fucking true! What did i do to deserver this! Why just tell me and i'll change! I just wanted her back so badly! I would die for the girl and shit doesn't realize that i care about her that much. I told her over and over again. that i'll change. She says it feels weird dateing me. I would change just for her! and only her! Fuck! i'm gonna sharpen my razor life ain't worth living when the only person you love loaths you entierly!
Dear Mom, Um Yea If Ya Couldn't Tell This Is Your Daughter Michael. I Am Writeing This To You To Tell You Why I Dont Like It At Your House Why I Want To Move Out And Why I Hate You Some What. You Have No Clue What I Go threw. You Have No Fucking Clue. Juss Stay Out Of My Life Please. My Life Has Gone Down Hill Snice We Moved Out Of MD 4-3 Years Ago. You Fucked Up My Life!!!! YOU AND DAD FUCKED IT UP!!! WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU GET A GOD DAMN DIVORCE WHEN I WAS 5 WHEN YOU FUCKING WANTED ONE!? I COULD OF GONE THREW IT THEN AND BE FINE NOW!!! BUT NO You WAIT TILL I AM FUCKING 14 AND ALMOSTT IN HIGHSCHOOL THANKS A FUCKING LOT MOM!!! Thats The Reason Why I Spent Most Of The Summer At Shirley House. I Didn't Want To See Your Fucking Face. Only Reason CAUSE YOU ASKED DAD FOR A FUCKING DIVORCE AND YOU RUNINED MY SUMMER! Yea I Hold A Grunge Agaisn't You For It Why Cause I Thought Our Family Was Happeh But No Look At It Its A Wreak Its Always Been. Juss Didn't Notice It Till Now. Dad Love You Alot Still It Hurt Meh To Tell Him About You And Rick Tonight. It Did. Cause I Didn't Want to Hurt Him. But He Wanted To Know Why I Want To Move Out Of Your House. So I Told Him. I Dont Want To Live With Rick Mom. I DONT WANT TO!!!! DO YOU FUCKING HEAR MEH I HATE IT!!!!! I Dont Think I Can deal With Him and Moving AGAIN!? TO A FUCKING DIFFERENT HOUSE!? HELL NO! I Dont Want To Share My Room With Lynn(His Daughter) I Know Selfish Huh? Oh The Fuck Well. Heh You Know What You Said When You Two First Started Dateing "I Wont Move In With Him And He Wont Move In With Me I Wont Tear This Family Aprat" LOOK WHAT YOUR FUCKING DOING MOM!!!! YOUR GONNA MOVE IN WITH EACHOTHER YOUR TEARING IT PART YOUR DRIVEING MEH THE FUCK AWAY FROM YOU!!!! I hate It At Your House. I Dont Feel at Home Like I Do Here At Dads House. Me And Dad Talk. I Try Talking to You But You Question EVERYTHING! And You Always Ask Where I Am. You Know I Am A Good Kid. I Call And Check In I Tell You Where I Am All The Fucking Time. I Only Smoke And Drink But Only When I Am Around You Or Dad(The Drinking) The Smokeing Thing I Do When I Get Cigs From People. Heh I Guess Its From Living With Everyone Else Smoeking And Being Stressed Out By The Divorce. But Yea. I Cant Deal With The Divorce. Its Tore Meh Apart And Still Is. I Juss Cant Take It Anymore. Your House Feels Like IDK I Juss Cant Live There Any More. No Reason To Other Then You. But We Always Fight So I Give Up. I'm Moving Out. I Think That You Think I'm A Slut. Thats Why I dont Leave The House. I Stay On The Net Cause 1. I'm Addicted To It 2.I Dont Wanna Go Out And Make You Think I Am A Slut. And When Ever I Go Out I Tell You Everything I Do. You Dont Need To Worrie About Meh Mom. I'm Juss A Fuck Up Like My Brothe rand Your Son. I'M A BIG ASS FUCK UP GET USED TO IT. I;'M NOT YOUR PERFECT LITTLE ANGEL ANY MORE. I'M FUCKING 15 NOW LEAVE MEH THE HELL ALONE!! AND LET MEH GROW THE HELL UP!!! I'M FUCKED UP MOM. YOU DONT FEEL OR KNOW THE PAIN I GO THREW. YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW THAT I USED TO CUT MY SELF IN TILL MY FRIENDS MADE MEH PROMISE TO FUCKING STOP!!! You dont Know My Pain. You Dont Know What I Feel. So Stop Trying o Feel It Or Fig Me The Hell Out. You Will Never Fig Meh Out. I'm Gonna End Up Like Bubby A Big Fuck Up In Life. Juss The Other Night We Fought about Meh Not Droping Out In School. I'M NOT FUCKING GOING TO!!! YOU NEED TO GET THE HELL OFF MY BACK MOM THERE NO MORE ROOM FOR ALL THE PROBLEMS I HAVE!!!! I'm Always Depressed. You Should At Least See A Little Hurt And Pain By The Looks On My Face. If Not Then You Dont Know Your Own Daughter To Well. The Happehness You See ITS FAKE!!!! I Put That On To Please You And Everyone Else. Meh And Catie Fight To Much. I'm Tired Of Being Hated By Her You And Some People I Know. You Say We Fight Out Of Love I Say We Fight Cause You Hate Meh And I Hate You. I got Hate For You Mom. I Really Do. I'm Tired Of Shit. I Grew Up Being Made Fun Of Everyday In School By Someone New. I still Do. I'm Tired Of It.I'm Sick And Tired Of EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE! I'm Failing School And The Fmaily Shit. You And Rick Catie Being a Bitch Sniced We Moved Back. UGH I Juss Cant Deal with It Anymore Mom. I Cant Deal With Anything. Meh and Dad Get Alone Better With You. I Treat Him a Little Different. I talk To Him Unlike You. But I Do The Same Thing I Do at Your House. I come Home Get On The Net Stay Up Late Dont Get Much Sleep Shower Eat School sleep The Back To The Net. I REaly Leave The House Cause Everytime I Do YOU ASK FUCKING 3896529865126589172659187 2659817265891724 MILLION QUESTIONS ON WHERE I AM!!!! I CALL ANC TELL DAD WHERE I AM I CALL YOU AND TELL YOU WHERE I AM AND ASK WHAT TIME I HAVE TO BE HOME I DO THE SAME EXCAT THINGS SO STOP IT OK!!!?!?!? JUSS FUCKING STOP IT! I Really think Your Treat Meh Different Too Mom I Really Do. Your Always Nice To Catie And Sarah Dont Get On There Backs But You Get On Mine. I Dont Get It.I'm Juss Like Them I Bet. You Grounded Me From Shirley Then Only Person In This Fucking state That Understand Meh. I Could Talk To her About Anything. Now I Only Talk To Her Every Other Day In Class And Thats Not That Much. I Cant Hang Out With My Fucking Best Friend Any more. WTF IS UP YOUR ASS!? She Didn't Do Anything Shirley Is A Good Kid She Keeps Meh Out Of Trouble. And That One Day At Renfest. You Knew Her Mom Wans't Coming So Really You Grounded Meh For No Reason What So Ever. Me And Shirley Took CAre Of Our Selfs. Danielle Was there. Doowd Mom WE WERE OK! DONT GROUND MEH FROM THE FRIEND I CAN TRUST WITH ANYTHING FOR A FRIEND I WOULD DIE FOR FOR SOEM ONE I LOVE MORE THEN MY FAMILY!!! I Hate The Fact You Treat Meh Different. I Remember Whn I Was Growing Up and Sarah Was My Age You Didn't Act Like This. Yea So What If Its The Divorce. You Choose To Get One Not Meh. The Reason Why I Am Like This Today Is Cause Of This Fucking Family. You dont Know How Many nights I Sit There Crying And Crying Wishing We Never Moved Wishing you Would Of Gotten The Divorce When I Was 5. You Dont Know Anything Mom So Stop Acting Like You Do And Juss Stop Ok? Thats The End Of This So Called Letter Even Tho I Repearted My Self Many Many Times Thats The End Of It. Yea Whatever If you Really Read This Mom Dont Ask About It Juss Leave Meh The Hell Alone And Get Out Of My Life For A Little While And Let Meh Work Things Out In My Life. Sorry For Everything. Epect Being Born..... Love your Daughter, Michael (Squee)
Ok Everyone I Got Bored And Fed Up With My Mom so I Wrote That (v.v) -Sigh- Lovey No? Heh Its A Peaice Of Shit!
Friday-lets see nothing really went one friday stayed at home tlkaed to Cimmion on the net along with mike and mike and mike and wooooosh a bunch of other poeple lol i thin it was fridya that i was playing with the ductape! LMFAO i will show you the pics of it when i upload them lol ductape rocks!!! i love it!!!! i think i got a fetish for it!!! hahah doowd i was talking to tim and cimmion on the phone one night it was cool ^-^ and like i was messing around with the ductape so they took ductape and put it over there mouths and cimmion put it on his nipples then like he out lined um yea i was like "omg you wish you where that big lmfao" it was funneh made meh smile and laugh i talked to tim while cimmion read what we were talking about i also tlaked to mike but i mad ehim go to bed he was tired yup yup yup i also tlaked to dustin doowd dustin is odd lmfao ok like after shcool sars IMs meh with shit so now shits going on about meh and him and yea i dont wanna go to school tomorrow.
Saturday- ok firday i went to bed around um say 5AM and i didn't get up till 5PM so wooo it was alll good i did nothing but be on the fucking net talking to mike drea dustin brandi and cimmion/tim I Talked to tim oh the phone along with cimmion then tim went down stars and i talked ot cimion ont he phoen and viewed his webcam gods hes hot so is tim tims a cutie pie ^-^ lol tim has a hot voice lmafo its fun tlaking to them meh and cimmmion kinda got in to a figth hes not coming online for like um a week? i feel kinda bad i miss him ugh and mike doesn't help either Ugh i dunped allister yestrday and started dateing mike wooooo i am sooo happeh i love mike yet i love cimmion too = kinda sucks wait no it does suck!!!! UGH grrrr so i stayed up all night tlaking to random people dustion brandi steph juss poeple talked to cimmion till about 7 in the moring then passed out tim is pissed at him i guess heh -sigh- i miss mike and cimmion oh shit i forgot about cody!!! omg cody is fucking hot!!!! doowd i will post his pics in a few god damn hes hot hes only 13 but he looks older!!! and his voice is hot too -drools- lmfao he wanted my # to call meh today(sunday) so um yea hahah damn cody is fine! hes only 13 tho -sniffles-
Sunday-lalalal ok i slept till about say um 12-1 so yea i am fine i'm up late okie yea did nothing but got yelled at and unpacked my room got my dad old army clothe sfeel happeh about that cody didn't call so i called steph she calle dhim woo great doowd i love talking to them there so fucking cool lol talked to mike got an e-mail from cimmmion talked to crin yup shes helps meh alot talked to drea woooo drea lol i alwso talked to dustion steph kate and a bunch of othe rpoeples wooooo i'm gonna go and get off right now i will post the pics in a few min brb hahahahahah weeeeeeeeeeeee
CODY!: =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...<--him and his sis>=http://img19.photobucket.com/...<--him and his mom> STEPH!: =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
Some Ductape Pics Not All Tho =: =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
lmfao today was ok i guess mat mana and i have a new friend that we have o protech lol weeeeee idkk aallitser sat next to meh in class today ^-^ and um i went to adams house after shcool i ahve pics caus ewe walke dot ym house tog et a vid game and i had to take pics of him i will post them soon HAHAH PAM I WENT TO ADAMS HOSUE lol meh and adam fucked around(playing ya know fighitng and shit) played vid games he kicked my ass and played pool i won at pool and i ate dinner over there um wooooo i talked ot mike today = erm yea i talked to cimmion today woooo is aw him on his cam i am tlaking to him now HAHAHAHA hes fucking fine mmmmmmmm mmmmmm good LMFAO got new pics of him i shall post soon -dances- weeeee i am hyper as hell idk why tho erm i spelt today in math and in health and um not in eng i juss sat there looking at allister calling him a fagoot and shit and alos fucking with the wiggers behind meh um gov idk juss sat there lol in eng adam got sent out and he didn't do anything LMFAO and he came to my gov class but is getting it changed! i hugged tom today tom likes meh!!!!! um yea wooooo we got report cards i spelt 7 words in mine i spelt "dad" "cab" "bad" "ed" "ba" "Acdc(Band)" and "add" lol i am good i also have thoses pics i will post soon lmfao i also took new pics of meh cause i was bored woooooo okie i am gonna go post the pics and then post em here...
i'm talking to mike in tx yea the other guy i love heh its so sad i am crying -sigh-
i'm also talking to mike lol moragns ex. i love him too
i'm talking to my bf -gah- lol i like him dont love him yet XD oh yea heres a pic of allister! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
grrr mike ish making meh really sad
anyways today was ok i guess heh got in to a fight with ym dad -looks for fight- brb here it is XxSqueexNnyxX: fucking a P5ych071cB17ch: What's wrong hunny? XxSqueexNnyxX: my dads like if you fail a coruse you live with your mom nto here P5ych071cB17ch: Ouch. XxSqueexNnyxX: and i'm like "I TRY MY FUCKING HARDEST IN THIS GOD DAMN THING YOU GUYS CALL A FUCKING SCHOOL AND I ALWAYS FUCKING FAIL SO GET THE HELL OFF MY BACK ABOUT IT IDK IF I AM FIALING OR PASSING SO FUCK YOU!" XxSqueexNnyxX: heh then i said "if you send meh to moms house i'lll leave her house and wotn come back to your house"
grrrr i hate my dad -sigh-
heres a new pic of meh? =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
grrrrrrr I HATE THIS -KILLS SELF-
thats a pic of mike -sigh- i love mike to death i like him more then my bf kinda bad huh? mike is the sweetest guy ever his poems are great his words stick in my head forever and never leave i juss love him i could tell you all the reasons why but i will be up till its time for meh to get up and ready for school typing them...-sigh- I LOVE YOU MIKE!!!!!!!! =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
The theses are pics of my bear Shmee =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/... =http://img19.photobucket.com/...
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